Short Term Memories .

答应我，你会恨我。

2012-01-06T18:52:00.000-08:00

恨我好吗。我可以想到最好的决剧。不是不爱你。只是不要在你走的那天，对你依依不舍。让你回得那么不安心。对不起，请你不原谅。

why can't i accept the world like everyone else .why.

2011-12-06T08:22:00.000-08:00

I just have this ugly hole in my heart .i just cant accept the fact about human nature. why cant i live like a normal person .why must it be me.

WHY ME .

2011-12-06T08:18:00.000-08:00

the problem is not in you.but me .its unfair to you,i can only say sorry .

2010-11-03T14:38:00.000-07:00

maybe its wrong for us to know each other .really dun know what to do anymore.letting you go may be a better choice .i may be selfish .but i really dun want what happened last time to happen again .i'm sorry ..

random .

2010-07-28T01:39:00.000-07:00

forgive and forget .makes your life better .

July 27 2010

2010-07-28T01:02:00.000-07:00

everything has an ending .its only abt how it ended .happily or sadly .

fuck up .

2010-07-24T05:29:00.000-07:00

everything is getting more and more fuck up .fucking attitude .dun be too nice to someone .he will climb over you .

its about the WHY agian ..

2010-07-22T15:10:00.000-07:00

why am i feeling so fuck up this few days .i had tried my best to get it back ,but its seems that everything is not going right .is all this trying to hint me to give it up ?

why .

2010-07-18T09:28:00.000-07:00

when did i ever do wrong to you to deserve this ?saying i am just getting revenge back at you .thanks anyway .that quite a funny reason actually .after seeing what i should'nt have seen today .i fully understand why you did this .

WE ARE NEVER MEANT TO BE TOGETHER .

2010-07-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

Maybe its just another wrong decision after all .maybe i really should just this give up .its not bringing anything anywhere .what should i do ?what is really right for me ?someone please enlighten me .PLEASE

july 5 ,2010 .I felt better ..

2010-07-05T05:04:00.000-07:00

saw this somewhere on the road .

Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right,
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life.

And sometimes,
you think you’re already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing
that they will never be yours again.

For some, they think letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person.
In my opinion, some are afraid to see the only one they love,
being held by someone else.

Most relationships tend to fail
not because of the absence of love.
Love is always present.
It’s just that one was being loved too much,
and the other was being loved too little.

As we all know,
the heart is the center of the body,
but it beats on the left.
Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.

Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love,
to only discover that, for them, we are just passing time-
while the one who truly loves us remains
either a friend or a stranger.

So, here’s a piece of advice:

Let go when you’re hurting too much.
Give up when love isn’t enough.
And move on when things are not like before.
For sure, there is someone out there,
who will love you even more.

you wont know who's wearing a mask .

2010-07-03T14:58:00.000-07:00

who's wearing a mask ?you wont know.even if you know a person for a very very long time ,you may not know what he or she is thinking or trying to do .no matter how good a person is to you ,dun trust him or her so easily .cos ,you wont know which day you will be betrayed ..

july 2 ,2010 LIFE

2010-07-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

hello .slept very very long today .est 20hours .lol .but still is tired .dun know why .pay still not in yet .is like wtf again .till how long much we wait till again .knnbccb .really fuck up people .skipped work today .dun know if i should continued this job .sian sian .

2010-06-28T14:39:00.000-07:00

I'am sorry .

powerhouse.

2010-06-28T11:53:00.000-07:00

Noelle, me, Shaun and cheebye!

see jiajia face.

NOOB!

at shaun house now. so sian, waiting for that fucking joel so long.

went to play billard at fusion then go le bar find ahsan they all.

sibei sian ah.

random .

2010-06-27T12:53:00.000-07:00

since a month we broke up .and i think maybe what i did is really right .but if i did not end this at first,what will be happening now ?

june 28,2010

2010-06-27T12:46:00.000-07:00

Finally ,army boy going back camp ,student go back sch ,and i go back work .lesser play play liao .no shen siao liao .sibei sian .

Why .

2010-06-25T16:43:00.000-07:00

heart feels uneasy .but why ?

nothing to do .

2010-06-24T09:32:00.000-07:00

really so fucking sian .nothing to do now .dun wanna go ph .so stay home.nua nua nua .
┌∩┐(◕_◕)┌∩┐
┌∩┐(˘⌣˘)┌∩┐ found this somewhere . LOL .
fuck you with a smile .peace .

June 24,2010

2010-06-24T05:02:00.000-07:00

hello :) :) this two days so fucking tired .went to the 1st round of interview without sleeping at all for the day before .was like a zombie walking around .meet up with joel at eunos went to tts for his leg thingy then to braddell to meet jiajia for lunch .that idiot ,tu so long ,eat finish already still haven come down .sibei jialat .haha .then slack there until evening when the david and novelle came down then to amk for dinner .auntie Michi Lee appeared at amk dun know from where .lol .by the time ,i'm feeling KOing already ..and sleep at around 10pm ytd .wake up at 7am for the 2nd round of interview .whole body so ache .Dun know why .dying soon ?haha.going to meet keegen now .he want go ph ,means siao liao la .Shaun ,i dun know how to tell you face to face.if you are seeing this .ITS TIME TO MOVE ON .keep thinking of the past wont help at all.it it will only hurt you more and even longer .if this setback cant bring you down ,it will then make you a even stronger person . its only up to you how you are going to overcome it ..I have moved on .Bro ,have you ?

random.

2010-06-22T17:13:00.001-07:00

I am thinking of you now .Thinking how much i hate you .

June 21,2010

2010-06-22T14:06:00.000-07:00

din'nt do much this few day .went to tts with shaun,joel and david .the stupid shaun want take MC ..book in one day MC two days .waste taxers money .LOL.not going to sleep today liao .waiting for nikky to come fetch me to collect our nitec cert at 8 later.and going for my interview at dun know what amoy st after that .really sibei shag liao ..i have alot to say ,but i cant .wtf is happening .. , not believing it anymore .

June 19 ,2010

2010-06-19T04:04:00.000-07:00

Just wake up .sleep so long again .sorry bloggy ,i didnt visit you ytd .LOL .ytd really too sleepy .nothing much happen ytd .went to fusion to meet up with jk and friends .and movie with shaun, joel, david, roger, jiajia and few more .and ytd ,really like whole day nuaing .nothing to do .today maybe going ph .so sian .going bath now to meet jiajia for dinner liao .talk to you bloggy again later when i back kays??HAHAHA .BYE~

June 18 ,2010

2010-06-17T13:41:00.000-07:00

just came home ,haven bath ,just feel like blogging straight away .LOL .like addicted sia .why ah ?i also dun know .at least now got motivation to go home liao :) went to raffles place for interview today,but because of the waiting time so fucking long ,i just walk away .like bastard only .haha .then went to fusion to wait the two cb shuan and joel to come fetch me for dinner at PS longjohn .and back to bugis again for desserts .being at bugis for so long ,but never yet try it .but quite nice also la .haha .then headed to marina sq for snooker with shuan while the others play bowling again .still thinking how to spin the bowling ball sia .better stick to snooker better .lol .after that at sentosa ,trespassing their place .haha .FUN to the max .but still kena stop by 5 to 6 security .hhaa .then nua at resort world ,playing here and there.then tian ji zhou at gelyang .although used two packets of tissue ,cos i keep sweating everytime i eat spicy things ,but its NICE de ley .i am really gonna cut away my sweat nerve already .so irrritating sia .and, bye bloggy ,i will be back tml to talk to you again .goodnights ahs . what had happened between us ,its all because of you .dont act like its not your fault .those fucking lies .knowing what type of person you are already .that why i think i like become smarter only .really regret knowing you ,so just fuck off from my life .

WORK WORK WORK .

2010-06-17T00:14:00.000-07:00

just wake up and had to go for interview .but still feeling so tired .i really dun wanna work .but no choice ?feel life so sucks again .SIBEI SIAN .

2010-06-16T14:25:00.000-07:00

Went to kallang to wait for roger and joel .and waited for half an hour ?sibei shag .and after that ,to braddell mac to meet up with shuan,david and jiajia .and without fail ,we keep laughing like the whole fucking day again ?playing here and there like never grown up .haha and i never fail to get happy everytime we met up .and when to kallang leisure K box .and force jiajia to sing at least once .lol .something happens to roger family ,and i just wanted to say CHEER UP ROGER ,but i did not .maybe i am not good at comforting people ?USELESS CHONG .

june 17,2010 ,0520 .lets get started ?

2010-06-16T14:14:00.000-07:00

lol ?hahaha.I dun really know why i start to blog .maybe to write down whats happening around me ?so if i day i really get STM ,i will come back to read this all again .even though i already start to suspect i had it already .WOOHOO .